S​/​T

by Hell of Self

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released April 1, 2019

all songs written/recorded/mixed/mastered by Geo Hewitt
drums performed by James Davis
guitars performed by JB Belton

Artwork by Geo

contact: hellofself@gmail.com

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Track Name: Sinking Under Self Demise
End this fall through my self demise
Years spent sick of this life
Going through my war alone
Losing myself
Rage: I claim my own

No spark, no joy in my eyes
What kept me up has left me blind
Spoke my tongue, and fed me lies
No escape from hell that I hold inside

I put me here, watching myself fall

Fighting blind and alone in the dark
Pain took my love, anger tore at every part
Spoke my tongue, and fed me lies
No escape from hell that I hold inside

Sinking under my self demise

Plagued by anger, plagued by life
Anything just to end my strife
Nothing helps, nothing will absolve
I put me here, watching myself fall
Track Name: Only Hell
Forced my will to go on
Drained by this life, and its faces that haunt
Dreams surround, consume me with dread
Living each night plagued by my head

Blank stare, bleeding my mind dry
Ending my soul
Ending my life

Try to shake the thought
Try to fight the weight
Knowing well there is no way out
Chained like a dog on the verge to break

Blank stare, bleeding my mind dry
Ending my soul
Ending my life

No sky shines for me
Only hell awaits my soul
Track Name: Drowning Hope
How much more can I take?
Holding up what is bound to break
Until I have nothing left
Until I am nothing more than pain and breath

Bleeding anger, soaked in rage
Stuck inside this void of pain

This mind is too far spent
Living out this life in torment
Just counting down the days
I know now that nothing good stays  

Hell has taken all that I lived for
Only hatred stays choking at my breath

Drowning out my sense of hope

No peace lives here
I’m too beaten to care, just waste me till I disappear
Day by day spent searching for answers
Why won’t these thoughts leave my head?
Why was I born like this?


I will live each day alone.

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